I would like to learn how to...

I would like to learn how to make an origami rose. This might seem like a simple accomplishment not worth noting. However, I have tried to succeed in this endeavor and it has been a utter failure. I starting making a rose about four years ago. I have not yet finished it. The instructions are complicated and numerous. I have gotten through a least half of the steps but I am still stuck on a section. I have been stuck on this part for four years!!! So this is why if I could successfully learn how to do anything, it would be to make an origami rose.